“I've got your photograph
but baby I need more than that
I need to know your lips
Nothing even mattered to me more than this”
(the vamps – somebody to you)
It’s
been a long time I’ve just stayed in this situation. Almost 5 years within hard
and simple times. I’ve just stayed in here looking for a better shine and a
better move to live. Today is July 4th. I’m sure that you know that
date perfectly. At that time, a perfect man was born without no one knew except
God, will be my bias for long long time soon.
When
I first time saw you, no wonder that I should like you. I was in high school
and you were 20. Your face was so chubby and your eyes, the one of a thousand
reasons to loving you. I tried to know you little by little until now I’m
still.
Me
and you never met before but I don’t need a reason to leave you and find
another bias. You were my first and always be my first no matter what. Day by
day, your shine makes my day brighter.
Your smile makes my day happier and your voice makes a melody in my every
steps. Thank you for that, thank you for made me laugh, cry, mad and weak. I
liked it and always like it until I know we never live together.
Happy
birthday, Yoon Dujun oppa. You are already old right now. Always happy,
healthy, be better and be great in every way. Push out your stubborn and always
be a good leader for beast. Spread your happiness, love and always smile
because your smile is my vitamin. Don’t forget to take a pray before you do
something cause god always with you
whenever you go. Don’t skip your eat and don’t forget to sleep in your busy
time cause I don’t wanna see you rest with your sickness.
Almost 5 years and it feels so long running
with your face, voice and the memory without touching. Maybe next time and next
time God will bring us in the good place together. Now, I just can see you from
here and always pray for you in every night. I hope my wish will be comin’
true. Remember oppa, whatever happen soon, it’s hurt for me or not, I’m still
on your back. Give you spirit and always support you no matter what.
Happy
birthday, yoon dujun oppa. I love you.♥♥♥♥♥
